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AloneInACrowd
Female • 23 • Nashville , TN • United States
Status... Taken
Orientation... Straight
I'm into... Music weight body issues
I'm working on... Figuring out what I am supposed to be doing with my life and trying to lose weight so once I figure out I can actually do it.
Female • 23 • Nashville , TN • United States
Status... Taken
Orientation... Straight
I'm into... Music weight body issues
I'm working on... Figuring out what I am supposed to be doing with my life and trying to lose weight so once I figure out I can actually do it.
interests.
What I Do
- ,Hang out with friends,watching movies,drinking too much,working to hard,
Musical Interests
- ,I'm officially addicted to my iPod,Matchbox 20,Angie Aparo,Ryan Adams,The Beatles,Pink Floyd,James Morrison,the Mamas and the Papas,the Dobbie Brothers,Yael Naim,Postal Service,Carbon Leaf,Emily King,311,Sublime,and Anything you can dance to!!!,
Good Reads (my fav books)
- ,Lamb: The Gospel According to Biff,Christ's Childhood Pal By: Christopher Moore,The Perks of Being a Wallflower By: Steven Chobosky (i don't know how to spell his name),Me Talk Pretty One Day and Holidays on Ice both by David Sedaris,
On The Marquis (my fav movies)
- ,Dazed and Confused,Dirty Dancing,Too Wong Foo,Crash,Anything with Johnny Deep (that man is a freakin genius),Thank You For Smoking,RENT,Juno,
about me.
I'm a plus size 20 something trapped in a body I don't feel I belong in and a world that believes beauty is only skin deep. It's impossible to hide and as frustrating as this is, I feel like I manage mask all of it with earrings and mascara. I long to be the hollywood starlet with the executive husband, but at the same time I would give anything to feel sexy in just jeans and a t-shirt. I would give anything to feel sexy at all.
Drugs, alcohol, and drama have fourced me to move back to where i ran away from 4 years ago. Home. And even though I have been back for over a year i still feel so distant from myself, from the person I used to be. In some ways my life has become a spectator sport, where I am either watching it pass by or chasing after it just trying to keep up.
So here goes...this is my shot at (as cliche as it may sound) finding myself. My attempt to stop chasing and stop watching life from the stands... this should be interesting.
latest ugq upload.
Random cat moment
03/07/08 13:50 PST
66 Views.
2 Comments.
03/07/08 13:50 PST
66 Views.
2 Comments.
Berlin is a cool name....I will have to see if I can get my cat to come and sit at the computer with me...she's not too fond of it in general....
well thanks for sharing ;)
Peace from Ahren
Dreams........
I think each element in your dream reflects something that your subconscious is trying to tell you. Like for instance if your best friend was in your dream you can analyze it by asking yourself what does your best friend mean to you (companionship, loyalty, love, caring, what ever that may be for you) and then consider how they are in the dream. Are they really there for you? did they die? are they walking away? did you get in a fight? So instead of worrying what is going to go wrong with your relationship with them or something....think what that can mean...if they are walking away in the dream, is your sense of caring dwindling?) I hope that makes sense...it seems there is many ways to interpret dreams but whatever works for you. This is just my way that I have learned.
Best of wishes
peace from Ahren
well maybe I shall try another time.