Thought you might be interested in this quote, im sending it around to a few QL friends, but I think you will really appreciate being reminded of these things because you are finding the strength in yourself to be there for your extended family, which is amazing. xx

"We have to embrace infinity inside a mortal body.
We have to believe in a God that we can’t see.
We have to learn to love in a dimension where there is so much hatred.
We have to see abundance when people constantly talk of shortages.
We have to discover freedom where control sometimes seems like the state religion.
We have to develop self-worth while people criticize and belittle us.
We have to see beauty where there is ugliness.
We have to embrace kindness and positive attitudes when surrounded by uncertainty."
Robert Holden.

Hey,incase you are interested at myspace.com/edmonds2007/videos you will find a few funny scenes here and there from the qL gathering in San Diego.In particular the one I did when we went to supper, remember the wicked thing you did with the bread roll that went with my spaghetti and meat ball dinner? In case you don't theres a still picture of it on the friend channel LOL.Check it out.See ya :-).

Thank You. Hit us up on myspace.com/phenetiks

Meant to say it was the vid you did for Dex with your dog yesterday that brought on my video responce below.It was so funny and real and so little was said but you were/are so beautiful and great at expression.

Bla Bla Bla...

Thanks for your generous remarks on my Grigori drawing effort,much appreciated.

I have been trying to leave this message for ages but having a time of it with the internet and laptop issues, ive got to crash now as its 1.14 am and ive got to get up in 6 hours for work! :( my email address is carlita.shaw@googlemail.com and my msn chat is shca75@hotmail.com. Im on googletalk online even when I am working in the day as I do stuff I have little sneaky breaks. I wish u all joy and great things in your life from here on. A new start. :)

Weird funny business with all this technical mishapennings….its taken since I got ur comment to record and process and upload these! The internet kept crashing. I hope u are ok???
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I have another one to add it took hallf an hour to load that because of the internet traffic..sorry!! id doesnt look like its worked...i have them in my friends profile folder so they are more private but cant get them work so have to put hem back in teh public folder I think till I can but they wont be in the main portfolio so no one wil see them i expect..I will try again

Dear Row, its 1 minute to midnight and I am posting this, xxxx