2008

Jan 09, 2008

Well How many ppl are going to make new blogs for the new year?! Oh well, now I'm one of em'. My 2007 wasn't the best or the worst of years. There are plenty of things that I would like to do differently in my lyfe. It just happens to be coincidence that I'm attempting more change at the beginning of a brand new year . My most inportant thing that I would like to do differently is probably be more sure of myself and to remain focused on my responsibilities. Everything else is kinda second hand crap. I intend to continue to be a caring and generous individual, the only difference is that I won't do it at my own expense. I've learned that I have to take care of self before I can try to take care of anyone else. I'm pretty outspoken , I just have to(if you can believe it) be a little more forward with people. I'm also seriously tired of childish games that ALOT of people still anticipate on playing as well. I've never been one for games, and I absolutely refuse to "get on the board".

One of my good friends told me that people change about every seven years. I can see that. I'm more mature and calm than I've ever been at any other point in my lyfe. What's even crazier and more unbelievable is that I like it. I don't care who is pleased or displeased by it either. I live for me and no one else.

As far as my closest friends and acquaintances are concerned, I still love you guys! Nothing can make me get rid of yall(trust me I've tried). So please don't think that I'm avioding you or that I'm trying to do anything malicious like that. You know that I'd tell you if I was. I just have to get my lyfe a bit more in order before I can go back to partying like a rockstar(how I hate that phrase) and chillin like a villian(kinda kewl and lame at the same tyme).