I've always financed my dreams using the collateral of my friends and family. I use to ask you to join in my explorations but never once cared about the path you suggested.

I've grown up since then and learned what co-existence really is. I see your beauty, fear, and morals and it defines my experience. Through my experience, I orgasm, assault, and cry out for more.
In an attempt to reconcile with myself, I share. I give almost everything and only keep what I need. Every year my needs shrink and more of myself is exposed.