Growing up means what?

Apr 09, 2008

I never got growing up its like when ur a little kid u sit around wishing you were old enough to drive or gamble or something like that. Then when you reach that age and you can do it u don't realize how much emphasis you put on that one thing when you where little. We were so willing to give up entire segments of life just to do that one thing. Then when u are older and supposable wiser you wish you where a little kid again. Where you where wishing you where older...

And then when you grow up eventually u come to the realization that some day your going 2 die. And thats scary cause I don't know whats going 2 happen, will there be heaven or will I no longer exist. And anything where u don't know the outcome is scary. Cause when you die eventually, maybe slowly but surely u will be forgotten and it will be like you where never here... The first man to walk on the moon will be forgotten. The wright brothers will be forgotten. King Louis the 5th will be forgotten... So what chance do u have to be remembered... and even then when then sun burns out or we go extinct as a species everything will be forgotten.

Well I guess Im here now so I guess ill live every moment to the fullest, but then again who hasn't said that and I don't see them very fulfilled ...