College

Open-ness has become a problem with me as of late.
I have become a complete opposite of how i was in high-school. In high-school i was open and fear-less and a new face was my new friend. Now i seem to run from new; i am having trouble making connections with new people. I want to blame it on a stressful school schedule, but i know that their is something inside of me which has changed..Like i have become afraid of what someone would think of me or of who i have become. i want to do something and change this feeling inside. What i feel will progress this change is art. A new passion, something where only i can see or be the answer and that i have complete control but my emotions control. I want to draw but since my stick figures aren't even recognizable i think starting with photography is a better idea; and that will be my outlet..