My 21st

So i just turned 21 this saturday. WOOO! yay.

except not.

i had this really big amazing night planned. going into the city, taking a limo, my cousin hooked us up at the club he dj's at.

well i try calling everyone saturday afternoon to make sure they are coming, and no one decides to answer their phone. 2 people called me later and said they couldnt make it. but i didnt get ahold of anyone else. so i had to cancel it all. everything. the limo, bar reservations, my whole party. i was sooo upset.

so for my 21st bday i sat in my room in the dark for 4 hours and cried. i never cry. like never. and i couldnt stop. well then two of my good friends who arent 21, stopped by and surprised me with a cake and then we went out to eat and then i had some drinks. it was very nice of them but it still wasnt the same.

i really learned who my true friends are this weekend. i wish i didnt have to find out in this shitty way.