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JedBerland
Male • 27 • Chicago , IL • United States
I'm into... Film poetry love
I'm working on... creating art
Male • 27 • Chicago , IL • United States
I'm into... Film poetry love
I'm working on... creating art
interests.
Music
- ,Otis Redding,Postal Service,The Beatles,Bill Withers,Blonde Redhead,Lou Reed,Lucinda Williams,Ratatat,Sly & the Family Stone,Spoon,The Zombies.,
Film
- ,The Idiots (von Trier),8 1/2 (Fellini),The Science of Sleep (Gondry),Clockwork Orange (Kubrick),Lost Highway (Lynch),Le Petit Soldat (Godard),Star Wars (Lucas).,
Books
- ,Ask the Dust,The Alchemist,Alexander and the Terrible Horrible No Good Very Bad Day.,
Artists
- ,Basquiat,Johnny Cash,
about me.
One day things will be different. You'll see.
latest ugq upload.
Great things
Mar 04, 2008
wind thru leaves in the morning
barely scrambled eggs
awkward moments shared with strangers in the elevator (you both feel bad not saying anything yet deplore the idea of small talk)
Making five straight green lights (also, reaching the light as it turns green without having to slow down at all)
invisible emoticons
meaningful hugs
bad days suddenly turned good
Great things
03/04/08 11:09 PST
564 Views.
2 Comments.
03/04/08 11:09 PST
564 Views.
2 Comments.












i was working in a field that i loved. but that choice came with many many sacrifices. i had to work 6 days a week, all hours of the day and night. i was making hardly any money. everyday posed a stressful (but excitingly creative) situation, and i had to work with backstabbing, bitter, awful people.
at the end of the day, i chose to leave that field. i basically looked at my life, and thought about what it would mean to stay in that field. i came to the conclusion that i would be giving up way to much, and that at the end of the day - i would be on my deathbed with nothing but work to show for it.
and i realized, doing what i love but not loving the rest of my life was the same as doing something that i hated for money. because everything has a value.
but then what to do? how do you find something else that you love and are passionate about? something that also fits into the kind of life you want to live? im still working on that one, but essentially i thought about what it was that i loved about my job. and what aspects of said job could be applied elsewhere. and then i looked outside of my career, and thought about what it is that i love to do no matter what. what is it that will get me out of bed in the morning even if i feel like i was run over by a 300 lb truck?
when you have that answer, you can see how to make it work. maybe you can just do that thing and make a living from it. or maybe you can do that thing, and something related to it so that you can support yourself.
in the end we'll all probably have to hedge our bets a little bit. but if at the end of the day, we can use our passions to be happy - thats all that matters.
on a side note, everyone you love, would know exactly how you felt about them, even if it wasn't said, people have a way of knowing those things. Though, I'd probably do the same thing in my note :p