Same as always

Jul 14, 2008

I think it was me who said, "enjoy things now while you have them cause one day you wont..blah blah blah", some bullshit to that effect.

I am stupid.

I really hope that no ones actually listens to anyone else on these blog things. Most people are full of shit, me included, and are trying to find answers in their life by typing them down and hoping someone relates and can comment.

Let's face it, most people could give a shit and dont comment and the ones that do have no real advice to give you anyway ( except for the people that comment on mine, your swell). If there were a blog site, and iam sure there is, that had a professional doctor or specialist that could help people, it would be different. Even then i wouldn't trust those cocky bastards.

Doctors annoy me.

So to get back at what I started here, it is okay sometimes not enjoy where you are. Especially if you really really really want to leave.

It has been about three months since i last blogged and my birthday if i remember correctly. I was homeless, jobless, and girlfriendless. I was happy though, I do remember that. Well everything is pretty much the same and I got to tell ya, not so happy.

I think i am just getting sick of being here. I think of where I want to be and I just cant get there. This job thing is killing me.

Up state New York is no place for you if you want to be a teacher. There are at least 500 applicants for each job I apply to. Those odds suck. I am but only one man trying to make a difference in this world buy molding the minds of our younger ones. Is this too much to ask...

I hate interviews!

They are pointless. I doesn't show what you can do in a classroom just what you have done down on paper. I am pretty sure they know who they want to hire before you walk into that room anyway so wtf.

People that tell me i'll get a job cause i am a guy can lick my butt.

Honestly, Ive had at least 2 dozen people tell me that every year when i was in college. Now that iam out, where are those people. Hopefully they are very ill or not living.

Masters degrees mean jack shit.

Yeah I have one. I also have a roll of toilet paper. You do the math.

I just hope that by the time i get a job i will still want one. Lets face it, teachers get paid crap. There are a ton of other jobs out there that are better and that pay more. I guess only time will tell.


I hate ending these cause i always want to go out with a bang. I want to leave the "reader" with some inspirational words that make them think, yeah, this guy knows, i think iam gonna leave him a comment.

Here it goes...


I noticed that when I type on here that I do not always capitalize my I's. I did just now though cause I knew and realized I was doing it.