MEOutLoud Female • 27 • Ridgefield Park, NJ  • United States
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Status... Taken
Orientation... Straight
I'm into... Writing Painting Music Art Love Mind Photography Activism Creating
I'm working on... Getting my life together. And just so you know 350=Safety want to learn more Photobucket
My sites... http://www.1sky.org
Just trying to figure it all out...
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About me

They said it wouldn't be easy, but it would be worth it... I hope it's true. I'm just a woman trying to get her life and priorities in order. It's a little hard considering I always have to learn things the hard way, but I guess it makes me smarter for the next time. I have many dreams and although I'm not close to fulfilling them I am getting closer to knowing how. Advice is always gladly accepted.

Interests

Music

,"What's my mood today?? Radiohead,Rasputina,Pink Floyd,The Doors,My Dying Bride,Audioslave,Muse,Memento,Shinedown,Staind,Tori Amos,Amy Winehouse,Marie Digby,One Republic,Chris Issak,Deena Norian,Depeche Mode,Evanescence,Jem,Nellie McKay,Lifehouse,Marry Me Jane,Mazzy Star,Led Zepplin,REM,The Cure,Queens Of The Stone Age,System Of A Down,Sublime,Tool,Tracey Chapman,Alice In Chains,The Beatles,Bowie,Chevelle,Cowboy Junkies,Fiona Apple,Garbage,Hoobastank,Live,Nirvana and so many more.,

Film

,Natural Born Killers,Bram Stoker's Dracula,Rounders,Fight Club,The Usual Suspects,American Beauty,Pulp Fiction,True Romance,What Dreams May Come,The Heathers,Kill Bill Vol 1 & Vol 2,Reality Bites,Nightmare On Elm Street,Clockwork Orange,Bonnie and Clyde,Moulin Rouge,The Notebook,Underworld 1&2,Interview With A Vampire....too many,

Books

,Complete Works of Edgar Allen Poe,Shakespeare,Last Exit To Brooklyn,Twilight Saga,Stephen King,most thrillers,any book that makes me think,makes me see things in a new way,or makes me want to hurry to the next page.,





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Jul 25, 2008 - 10:09 AM PST
jacy
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Gorgeous...sorry that it crashed. Where have you been?
Jun 28, 2008 - 11:01 AM PST
jtyrob
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MEOutLoud
Glad you like my headline.
Jun 19, 2008 - 05:18 PM PST
jle
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MEOutLoud
Thanks so much..:)
Jun 19, 2008 - 10:37 AM PST
Melissa
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MEOutLoud
Thanks! I don't really have pictures up pf JUST my tattoos because I've had people try to duplicate them. I should do a quick video on them though so people can see them :)
Jun 18, 2008 - 10:11 AM PST
jha
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MEOutLoud
After this weekend is good for me (except the next two weekends).
Jun 11, 2008 - 03:23 PM PST
jha
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MEOutLoud
What ever happened to our "NJ" meet up?
May 18, 2008 - 11:06 PM PST
princess_star
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MEOutLoud
purple is my fav color too... it can be a nice choice for you wedding ^_^
May 18, 2008 - 09:11 PM PST
mistercool
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MEOutLoud
I like the new pic! It's very ... uhhh ... smiley. :D
May 18, 2008 - 08:39 AM PST
amandalane
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i've really enjoyed your writing. very thought provoking. interesting how the same words can mean different things depending on who reads them and what is going on in their life at the time. btw, thanks for the comments on my photos
May 18, 2008 - 08:36 AM PST
amandalane
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i've really enjoyed your writing. very thought provoking. interesting how the same words can mean different things depending on who reads them and what is going on in their life at the time. btw, thanks for the comments on my photos

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All That's Left Is Why *

Mar 18, 2008

What do you do when all seems lost?
When everything’s mundane and victory comes at too high a cost
When your heart aches and your eyes seem to close on their own
When there’s just no value in all you’ve be shown
How do you live each day when all is in despair?
When nothing helps and you just don’t care
When fatigue overcomes you and you feel yourself retreat
When the battle is won, but all you feel is defeat
Who do you turn to when no one understands?
When your life has become a series of followed commands
When you want to take control and you don’t know how
When happiness seems like something you just can’t allow
Where do you go when everywhere is the same?
When you anticipate going and then sorry that you came
When nowhere is safe and there’s nowhere to hide
When there are so many decisions you just can’t decide
What I do is make a map so I can find my way
When all is lost and despair’s not far away
How it is, is that I choose to live, though all seems jaded
When my passion is gone and it’s memory faded
Who helps me is me when it seems I have no one to choose
When I’ve hit rock bottom and there’s nothing left to lose
Where I go may not exist, but at least it does to me
When hope is the destination and tomorrow is what I need to see
I can find what I need though it may take some time
I can find how I let this happen with each breath that is mine
I can find who I am and allow the person I need to let myself be
I can find where I need to go to let myself see
When all I need is to get back on my feet
When I realize I’m the person I need to meet.


* Title courtesy of Franchi$e. Thank You.


[ view all ]My Unauthorized Biography

She loves fighting for noble causes, movies, music, art (many kinds), creative people and COFFEE! She hates(well maybe not hates but strongly dislikes) bullies, ignorant people, hot days, overly arrogant people, and being bored. She gets nervous easily (even if she doesn't show it), and worries a lot (even if she doesn't show it). Likes overcast fall days when the sun is noticably out, but almost hidden, castles, getting lost, and "meaning of life" conversations. Dislikes doing anything she feels "she has to do whether she likes it or not", feeling people don't understand her, or being underestimated. She wishes she could write for a living, inspire real change for humanity (or herself), and for everyone to see beyond their differences. Doesn't mind at all having debates (civilized), constructive criticism, or referring to herself in the third person ; ).


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