MaddHatter Male • 22 • North Chicago, IL • United States

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Status... Single
Orientation... Straight
I'm into... Writing Photography Music Film Acting Activism Art Love Mind
I'm working on... A couple of modeling projects, as well as some acting and writing of my own.
My sites... http://www.myspace.com/djmyth1
My Profiles... http://www.myspace.com/maddhatter1

Welcome! Thanks for joining me on my journey to find the Shards of A Broken Heart.

Last On: 07/23/08 PST

About me

handica - okwerd

Interests

Music

,I listen to just about everything except Country. I grew up in a family that loves all sorts of music from reggae all the way to J-Pop. So expect to hear some sort of diversity on my Myspace page. Don't be surprised if I bust out some Punjabi Music or some Amuro Namie (yeah. didn't think I knew who that was did you?),

Film

,I like all of those crazy demented movies like: Titus,The Crow,Interview with the Vampire,Bram Stoker's Dracula,Beetlejuice,Rocky Horror Picture Show,Nightmare Before Christmas,Love and a .45,Blue Velvet,Cecil B. Demented,The Lost Boys,Stigmata,Identity,The Bourne Identity,& Eternal Sunshine,

Artists

,Rumiko Takahashi | Jay Axer | Rose Besch | Tite Kubo | Rem,

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Jul 03, 2008 - 02:09 PM PST

SuperDan

MaddHatter

No problem, just don't be a stranger! :]

Jul 03, 2008 - 11:05 AM PST

VegeVolgger

MaddHatter

LMAO! Yeah, I guess you wouldnt want to tell anyone that. The secret is safe with me. lol. Well my mom is scary too but just not as bad as my dad because she is constantly yelling at me for no reason 24/7. I'm pretty much used to her yelling and she makes all these funny faces when she gets mad and sometimes i just have to laugh but that gets me in a lot of trouble. My dad is the quiet type so when he gets angry you know that he is pissed off.

Jul 02, 2008 - 08:26 PM PST

VegeVolgger

MaddHatter

I know! I really wanted to wake my dad up but he gets really mad. My friends say he has incredible hulk status. haha. Lets just say he has a short fuse. I was about to freak out though. I seriously slept on my floor because I didnt know if it was in my bed or not. Eww. Thanks for the nose ring compliment. I like it. Oh and I never told you, I took your advice on the shoes and it worked out perfectly!

Jun 11, 2008 - 07:36 PM PST

VegeVolgger

MaddHatter

Hey! i haven't talked to you in sooo long. How are you?

May 26, 2008 - 08:09 PM PST

dwhouse

Wow, this post really took me by surprise because I remember dealing with suicide when I was in high school. Like you, I felt like the one's I held closest were the ones trying to destroy me, so I took on the idea that I have to destroy them too, and the best way to get their attention was through destroying myself. I hope that you will not take this route because it does get better, maybe not instantly, but just wait.

May 26, 2008 - 08:05 PM PST

dwhouse

Apr 28, 2008 - 07:29 PM PST

VegeVolgger

MaddHatter

LOL. I really am thinking about it. eventually i will have to learn how to walk in heels.

Apr 28, 2008 - 07:25 PM PST

VegeVolgger

MaddHatter

LOL. I really am thinking about it. eventually i will have to learn how to walk in heels.

Apr 28, 2008 - 11:09 AM PST

Grigori

MaddHatter

hey bruh, just thought to check in with ya...see how things are going for ya. keep ya head up!

Apr 26, 2008 - 09:33 PM PST

VegeVolgger

MaddHatter

haha. ok im still thinking about the shoes, but I will definitely take your opinion into consideration. sorry about the language. i was really annoyed that day because I got like 500 phone calls in one hour without anyone saying anything. oh and the secret... i shall tell you guys one day.... hopefully soon.

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POEM: THE EX

Jul 10, 2008

Hey! I decided to do something that I don't normally do on QL - WRITE A POEM! Anyway, here is my new poem - THE EX. It is a poem that is based on true events. I hope that you enjoy. I will continue to post more. ENJOY!

When I met her, she said she was one in a million.
Guess she wasn't lying, because I spent one in a million...on her.

She desired all the finer things.
Unfortunately, her definition of "finer things" did not include life.

She was something I regret investing in.
I should have thought about that when I gave her my credit card, and she came back home with a brand new car.

She was more in love with the paper, than the man that was bringing in the paper.
She'd rather have sex with her store bought toys, than the toy that was attached to her boy.

She'd get on her knees and beg and plead for more money, but yet she wouldn't get on her knees to please me.

I think someone messed up on their priorities.

When I got rid of her, she realized how important I was to her.
Without me she had no Coach.
Without me she had no Baby Phat.
Without me she was nothing...and it took her losing her material possessions to understand that.

I would look at her and shake my head, and think about how she got in this position.
I would pass her on the street and see men paying her to perform different positions.

How sad is it to know she could of avoided the stress, and instead could've been with me and been blessed, but instead she resulted in selling her body for sex.

The one I used to love, is now the one I'm forced to forget.
And when my friends ask about her, I simply refer to her as: THE EX