Dec 28, 2007
Drowning alone,
Surrounded by friends,
Blaming yourself for things you had no control over.
Gorging yourself,
Yet starving do death.
Feeling numb,
Yet feeling too much.
Wishing to die,
Wanting to really live.
Using pain outside as an excuse to ignore the pain inside.
Crying,
But never shedding a single tear,
Being a friend to so many,
Feeling friendless.
Hating love for the hurt it's caused you,
Longing for it.
Screaming silently for help.
Loving someone,
Pushing them away.
Wanting help,
Being too afraid to ask.
Doing all the right things,
Getting all the wrong results.
Trying to make everyone happy,
Being miserable.
Being happy,
Disappointing everyone.
This is my life,
My coinciding contradiction.
Matthew L. Famous
Music
,Autumns Execution,Alesana,The Academy is,Alexisonfire,Anberlin,A Dark Halo,16th Avenue,The Rocket Summer,Say anything,A clear Blurr,All Time low,Fare well,Boys Like Girls,Death Cab for Cutie,Holly Wood Undead,All American Rejects,Hawk Nelson,Mute Math,I Set My Friends On Fire,Cute is What We Aim for,Give My Regards,Run Kid Run,Silverstein,Straight Outta Junior High,Archers New Rival,Bayside,All Friday,A Day Away,Bed Light for Blue Eyes,Band Camp,Gone Baby Gone,The,
Film
,I really like the whole Quarter life show it's amazing how they made this show so..life like...It's kinda like the REAL real world..nothing like that show were the lil boys and girls are catered to and there only problems is who's dating who NO...this show is real. Real problems,Real issues,REAL..LIFE.,
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