Feeling Uncomfortable In My Own Skin

March 2, 2008

i've never really felt this way before, at least it's never been this bad. it seams every time i leave home for the past few months i'm overly self consciouses, all i can think is... what are other people thinking about me? am i dressed "in style" enough? is my hair just right? and so on. in the past i've always been really comfortable in my own skin, never really worried what others thought! so why has it come on so strong now?... is it that money is strained right now and i can't afford to go out and spend $hundreds$ on clothes and accessories every week like before, or that gas is so expensive i'm more consciouses of what i'm spending money on and where and how often i'm going??? god i just hope this feeling goes away soon, it's like i just can't enjoy myself anymore for worrying what other people think, (and it sux) cause i know we shouldn't invest so much in what others think of ourselves!