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Hey Alexandra,
I know just what you mean. I was going through this for quite some time a month ago. I too am a drifter and usually I'm ok with that but then I just started to feel just lost at sea with nothing constant to go by. I felt like the stars that guided me were gone or just spinning around me. I started to get really depressed... there I was completely alone and really feeling it. I got to agree with "puddinghead" it wasn't until I just kind of shrugged it off and just relied on my self again that I really started to feel better. When you look to people it always works, for a time... but in the end they will always let you down. At least for me... I always seem to feel my best when I just do my thing for myself and then just enjoy my friends while I have them. Stand firm. I'll admit though... having a hobby really helps from time to time. If it weren't for my writing (I'm working on a book, that's part of my stability) I think I would have lost it already. Just remember... these feelings, they will pass and then from time to time they will return so be ready for them. Your a strong girl just remember that.

i can't get your video to play for the life of me,

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it's literally its title. after a long looooooong night. notice the messed up eye shadow, big sweatshirt, and busted up hair. heh

I really like this picture of you.

All you need is you Alexandra. its your ego telling you, you need more, more, more. You are never going to find it in or through someone or something else. Its always been in you, that stability your looking for. You may find it temporarily in something or through someone, but it will not last. I tell you this because I care about you and am going through it somewhat, myself.

so yeah i'm a little weird....