Apr 18, 2008
sooooo i was just on livejournal, where i record ALL of my thoughts. and i was looking at my new friend Dan's page and he had my person that i'm kind of dating as a friend on there. so i had to check that out. i went all the way back in the archives, i wanted to know him better. i learned a lot of things. i cant believe how young they were for doing all the stuff they were doing back then. makes my childhood seem extremely tame in comparison. now i feel i might be too boring and too "pure" to relate. wouldn't be the first time i felt like that before...i'm also wondering if i got the right twin. i can more relate to his brother from what he wrote and there seemed to be a big difference in how they each described the girls they dated. the brother, described them as "women," where curtis just called them "girls" and and he seemed to appreciate his experiences more than curtis. He was really happy to be in a relationship whereas curtis seemed to be like "the gf this" just blah. but at least those girls got to be his actual gfs where i am.........nothing at all. i realized from reading this that i knew nothing about him. probably still don't. am i in over my head here?