candyapple Female • 20 • Plainfield, NJ  • United States
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I love art, I'd love to go to school for art but I don't know what I want to do in life just yet.
Last On: 04/14/08 PST

About me

Let's see... I'm an artist, an animal lover, a poet, a lover, a sister, a daughter, and a friend. My parents divorced when I was 4, when I was 9 I became bulimic. From the ages 10 to 13 I was mulested by my uncle. 14 to 15 I was Hospitalized for depression and suicide. 16 I was put in a theraputic school for a almost 2 years. At 18 my uncle was put on trial and it was a hung jury, 6 months later he was retried and found guilty. Since 1997 20 people in my life have died. I started cosmetology school, relised I didn't like it and dropped out. I've been in love with art ever since I was a little kid, I'd love to persue a career in art but I don't know what to do. I've been with my boyfriend since July of 2006, I'm very much in love with him.

I think that's it for now.....

Interests

Music

,collide,machine head,divinity,misfits,ramones,black flag,jimi hendrix,eagles,bobby (bob marley),311,sublime,stephen lynch,no doubt,rob & white zombie,R.E.M,the exies,bon jovi,bruce springsteen (i'm so new jersian),michael jackson,alanis morissette,fiona apple,some slipknot,mega death,motley crue,firehouse,the bravery,toad the wet sprocket,the deftones,the distillers,garbage,el pus (dont ask),metallica,ozzy,black sabbath,system of a down,kisss,billy idol,fuel,

Books

,the dirt: autobiography of the worlds most notorious rock band (motley crue),sex drugs and cocoa puffs,prozac nation,hunger point,virgin suicides,cut,why do men have nipples,girl,interrupted,wasted,memoirs of a geisha,the davinici code,johnny the homicidal maniac comic,a million little pieces,bitch,the ultimate sex diet,not tonight honey wait until i'm a size six,life without ed,dying to be thin,bulimia/anerexia,more now again,Bulimia: A Guide to Recovery,the book of tea,t,

Movies

,any thing with angelina in it,and anythig with johnny depp,the pest,any james dean movie,boys dont cry,american history x,hell boy,gone in sixty seconds,edward sciorhands,girl interrupted,ginger snaps,romeo and juliet(90s version),what dreams may come,real genius,butterfly effect,star wars,indiana jones,rocky,batman,superman(except for the newest one),the 1st spiderman movie,american outlaws,oragne county,the bourne idenity and surpemecy,fight club,the brother hood 2,al,

TV

,quarterlife,america's next top model,project runway,lost,scrubs,law and order,law and order svu,law and order ci,csi,csi miami,ncis,smallville,mythbusters,monk,naruto,death note,bleach,eureka 7,eureka,serenity,the dresden files,terminator: the sarah connor chronicles,heros,lucy: daughter of the devil,family guy,american dad,robot chicken,aqua teen hunger force,las vegas,moonlight,flcl,rosanne,reba,still standing,will and grace,the golden girls,grace under fir,

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Mar 19, 2008 - 04:03 PM PST
MEOutLoud
MEOutLoud
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Lost Playhouse
I love this shot, there's something very sad about it that I felt immediately when looking at it, like you could sense much had happened there.
Mar 14, 2008 - 09:09 AM PST
Zeroth
Zeroth
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Girly Dance
Wow, is that you? lql.
Mar 07, 2008 - 02:20 PM PST
Edmonds2007
Edmonds2007
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Girly Dance
That's lovely, every thing seems to fit.
Mar 07, 2008 - 02:19 PM PST
Edmonds2007
Edmonds2007
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Fairy
Love these colours!!!
Mar 04, 2008 - 04:24 PM PST
BLA
BLA
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candyapple
candyapple
Thats cool. I'm a thinker, and a bit of a do-er. However, the latter will have to come more so later in life.
Mar 04, 2008 - 02:40 PM PST
Zeroth
Zeroth
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candyapple
candyapple
Hey there. Interesting stuff you've got there. :)
Mar 04, 2008 - 02:39 PM PST
BLA
BLA
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candyapple
candyapple
So what are you? Artist, thinker, or do-er?
Mar 04, 2008 - 02:22 PM PST
BLA
BLA
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candyapple
candyapple
Wow. Two friend requests. A bit determined? :p
Mar 02, 2008 - 08:22 PM PST
MEOutLoud
MEOutLoud
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Fairwell Old Town
Great picture! Where was it taken?

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life

Mar 10, 2008

i dunno, life has seemed to plato, i can't find a job and i want to go to school for art but i dunno what i want to be. i'm stuck....

~song that has been stuck in my head: "elmo" by holly mcnarland~ :

I'm still thinking about Elmo
Elmo 5 o'clock special
I'm still thinking about you
A thousand ways to kill you
I'm still dreaming in pink
Gives me the reason to think
When i lay down my head i'm still okay
When i lay down my head to go to bed

Where do you fit in

Didn't say to come in
Where the hell have you been
I can see you're excited
You can tell you're invited
Justify your evil ways
Make up for lost days
Didn't mean to close the door
When i threw you to the floor
Didn't mean to close the door
On my personal whore

Where do you fit in

You run out of expression
You let me make a suggestion
You've left a scratch on my face
I can see to this day
You're no innocent man
Come and catch me if you can
Didn't have the time of day
But i fucked him anyway
Didn't have the time of day to play

Where do you fit in

Where do you fit in

I'm still thinking about Elmo
Elmo 5 o'clock special
I'm still thinking about you
A thousand ways to kill you
I'm still dreaming in pink
Gives me the reason to think
When i lay down my head i'm still okay
When i lay down my head to go to bed

Where do you fit in

Where the fuck have you been

Hey ho ho (X8)

Where do you fit in

Cos I'm still thinking about Elmo

And where do you fit in
And where do you fit in
And where do you fit in

Hey ho ho (X8)

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