What a complainer....

Apr 24, 2008

WOw, I sound like such a complainer! I hate coming across that way. Even to myself. I'm gonna just write about stuff in my life this time.... :c)
So, biggest thing happening right now I guess is that I am going to buy a new car. Maybe that doesn't sound very big. It is to me though. Its a big decision and a lot of $$. So I test drove a Hyundai Elantra yesterday and really liked it. I also like the fact that my friend was NOT killed when her Elantra was hit by a drunk driver. (only 3 broken ribs, twice fractured pelvis, thank goodness) It has like 8 airbags total. Today I am going to test drive a Toyota Corolla and see how that goes. ALso, I am selling my car so lemme know if anyone's in the market, only $6k! :cD
Anyway, I'm still on the moving out of this city kick. Ugh, a year and a half sounds like WAY too long to wait. I really want to go back to school too. I miss learning! There's only so much you can learn on your own. And really no one(as in potential employers) cares if you studied something on your own. If you don't have proof, go to a school, its no good. Unfortunately. I really want to start learning again tho. Sucks that my job won't make me as much money as I'm making now but at least I'll enjoy going to work everyday. Instead I dread it. Which is slightly ridiculous because my job is sooo easy. I am at work right now while I type this if that gives you an idea... I'm just bored. I miss working at Menards because I got to see tons of different ppl everyday and move around a bunch. I am so lazy now. I sit all day at work then go home and lay around till its time to go to sleep. I find it amazing that I don't weigh 200 pounds. I think being naturally skinny makes me lazy though. If I had to work to stay thin I might actually exercise. I'd probably be healthier. I don't mind exercising when I'm actually doing it, I just don't have the motivation to do it. I don't have motivation for much these days. That sucks. I know things should be done but I just don't do them. Sometimes I can't MAKE myself get up to do things. That makes for a messy atmosphere at home, which of course, stresses me out even more.
Maybe I just need something that I really care about to get me really motivated. I guess I usually get relatively motivated when my 2 kitties need something. I love them so much. But I guess I don't love a clean apartment enough! :c) Oh well. I think that's also part of my motivation to get a new car. SO I can start from scratch and keep it clean. We'll see how that one turns out...

Well, I spose I should pretend I am working a little........
Namarre, Farewell, Peace