cumgranosalis Female • 26 • Jamestown, ND  • United States
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Orientation... Straight
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I'm working on... getting myself together so I can figure out how best to use my talents
My sites... http://www.myspace.com/my_doppelganger
Lost in a world full of possibilities with a desire to be everything.
Last On: 07/23/08 PST

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May 23, 2008 - 06:57 PM PST
justfeelngtired
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Ohhh sweetie. I know this all too well. I just recently lost my best friend and lover of 5 years. It's so scary to think that you're facing the possibility of being utterly alone because of a few bad choices. And you think that it may have been better to stay unhappy, to stay stuck in what feels comfortable... but it's never ok to stay unhappy for the sake of not being alone. And it sucked. It sucked really badly for a long time. And it still kind of sucks. But, you learn to get on. Even if it's alone for a little while. You learn to stand on your own and appreciate yourself for who you are, and the other people in your life for who they are and what they mean to you. You may even find a better version of yourself... I know I did. It's hard. But it will get better. I promise.
Apr 05, 2008 - 06:47 PM PST
starrgazerr
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atheist or not?
i wonder this each and every day. i've tried to read the bible, and i ask my very religious friend about how he has faith, just blind faith? he hasn't answered me yet...
Mar 24, 2008 - 08:46 PM PST
The_Catalyst
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atheist or not?
Amen to that!

Mar 11, 2008 - 07:23 PM PST
alaslostlast
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lack of envy
You may not envy, but it feels like you hate. Push hate away and you will find yourself not needing to defend yourself. What others presume to think of you and what you think others presume of you is irrelevant. People are you, they give you definition. Don't allow yourself to be broken. Love the interest of others.
---Another searching Soul....RaTT
Mar 09, 2008 - 05:49 PM PST
pennyroyaltea
pennyroyaltea
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thinking back part 2
everything when were younger is somewhat of a metaphor. I really can picture how you must have felt. keep up the good work.
Feb 29, 2008 - 09:02 PM PST
jha
jha
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thinking back
Keep going, I want to hear more about your relationship with your mother.
Feb 26, 2008 - 01:46 PM PST
The_Catalyst
The_Catalyst
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cumgranosalis
cumgranosalis
heya Salty!!!
Feb 25, 2008 - 06:58 PM PST
John_O
John_O
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my truths
I met my wife/soulmate/ reason for living when I was 37 years old.
Feb 25, 2008 - 05:49 PM PST
CearoThyme
CearoThyme
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my truths
I may not understand where all of this comes from, but I understand the bravery of being able to tell it. For that I have a great deal of respect you.

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Jun 21, 2008

The tears are streaming down my face and it is obvious that I have no idea why. Everything is content in my life. A lot of things are going to be happening but currently it is all just standing still. How do we know when we are ready? Ready for what you may be wondering? I have no clue, I suppose I mean everything. How do you know when you are ready to move somewhere else, get a new job, tell that someone special that they are your someone special. Do you just get that feeling, that overwhelming feeling that drives you from the core of your soul? I get that feeling sometimes I guess, i never really know what it means though. I wish to be a child again. I wish to feel that innocence that I lost long before it was right for someone to loose it. I wish I could say that things were simple one time, but they never were. I doubt they ever will be and if they were I'd just mess it up to make it difficult again. I guess i love complicated.


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