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HEY ALL IT JUST ME Dizzy DEsi what more cant i say if you dotn know me you should get to cause i am Amazing and Yeah well XOXO DESIRAE
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,I am a absolute movie buff i love all different type of flims but i tend to go torward the indie films cause they are kool and really big block busters but i really love moives so yeah
Music
,i love all types of music but it really it the words and the beat get to me you got me sold !!!
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Books
,I am kinda drawn to alot of dark gothic type boos like Dr jykil and Mr Hyde to Tale tell Heart and Anne Rices VAmpire Chonicals and FRankinstien and Dracula i love them all,
ART
,I <3 PINUP AND CARTOONS !!!,
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Ooh La La!!
Nice big tree lined back yard you have there!
if this doesn't help, sorry =X
and I kind of agree with onelove
she's right that the breakdowns always come... however, there's different types of breakdowns. The ones you're having now, it'll pass, and you'll get over it. also to add on to what she says again, there's no such thing as perfect. if there was 'perfect' we'd either all die of boredom, or we'd we'd all be super depressed because 'perfect ' is unattainable... well i should probably rephrase that... everyone's version of perfect is unattainable... contentment however, is eventually attainable, there will always be ups and downs and yes the emotions may feel strong right now and likely to feel strong in future situations, but there's also possibility to get where you want to. as for your counselors, i think it's kind of bs for people to know exactly what they want, now. i mean, if you have a vague idea, great. if not, that's what college is for as well: exploration. if you know what you dislike, that's something useful too. as for what you want to do, make sure to consider colleges that offer many of the majors you would consider. also, clubs are probably good to join
find one or two or three that you might like, try them out. and when you sign up for your classes, try taking a speech class in the first semester if possible. for my college, it's a requirement... however, i'm not sure about all colleges... but it'll help with being comfortable with speaking to others. and the more comfortable you are with yourself, the more likely you can interact with others. and yea there is the fear of rejection and things like that, but everyone is rejected at many points in their life by various people. but many can be accepted by others too. not everyone's personality match and work well together. for me, there are some people i can't stand even tho they don't appear to be mean. but as i said, some personalities don't work well together. so for people who don't work well together, it's best to be civil and that be that.
i think i'm starting to diverge from the point... sorry. >.<
anyhow, as onelove said again, try to overcome parts of the things that bother you or worry you or frustrate you right now. btw, for me, hs was bs. i would never want to go back to hs again. i mean, i like a couple of the teachers i had, and i liked the few close friends i kept in fairly close contact with (then again, a majority of us stayed in the city) >.<
but i could never do it again. college is slightly more intimidating... in the sense that there's a lot of people. but that only means more chances to find someone to interact with that may become a very close friend =]
for me, i anticipated graduation as it came somewhat and felt that unease and 'not ready' feeling... but after you go on stage, shake, get your diploma or the book thing that holds the diploma (depending on what your school process is for that), for me, i didn't feel anything. it was similar to feeling or thinking "that's it?" and i didn't feel any change, you just get a piece of paper. i guess with different people, the feeling is different. but for me, i understood logically that the paper in my hand meant i'm done with hs, that i've graduated and finished thirteen years of 'schooling and learning' but it didn't really sink in for me... maybe my attachment to school wasn't deep... i don't know...
anyhow...sorry if i kind of jumped from topic to topic and was confusing.
and I kind of agree with onelove
she's right that the breakdowns always come... however, there's different types of breakdowns. The ones you're having now, it'll pass, and you'll get over it. also to add on to what she says again, there's no such thing as perfect. if there was 'perfect' we'd either all die of boredom, or we'd we'd all be super depressed because 'perfect ' is unattainable... well i should probably rephrase that... everyone's version of perfect is unattainable... contentment however, is eventually attainable, there will always be ups and downs and yes the emotions may feel strong right now and likely to feel strong in future situations, but there's also possibility to get where you want to. as for your counselors, i think it's kind of bs for people to know exactly what they want, now. i mean, if you have a vague idea, great. if not, that's what college is for as well: exploration. if you know what you dislike, that's something useful too. as for what you want to do, make sure to consider colleges that offer many of the majors you would consider. also, clubs are probably good to join
find one or two or three that you might like, try them out. and when you sign up for your classes, try taking a speech class in the first semester if possible. for my college, it's a requirement... however, i'm not sure about all colleges... but it'll help with being comfortable with speaking to others. and the more comfortable you are with yourself, the more likely you can interact with others. and yea there is the fear of rejection and things like that, but everyone is rejected at many points in their life by various people. but many can be accepted by others too. not everyone's personality match and work well together. for me, there are some people i can't stand even tho they don't appear to be mean. but as i said, some personalities don't work well together. so for people who don't work well together, it's best to be civil and that be that.
i think i'm starting to diverge from the point... sorry. >.<
anyhow, as onelove said again, try to overcome parts of the things that bother you or worry you or frustrate you right now. btw, for me, hs was bs. i would never want to go back to hs again. i mean, i like a couple of the teachers i had, and i liked the few close friends i kept in fairly close contact with (then again, a majority of us stayed in the city) >.<
but i could never do it again. college is slightly more intimidating... in the sense that there's a lot of people. but that only means more chances to find someone to interact with that may become a very close friend =]
for me, i anticipated graduation as it came somewhat and felt that unease and 'not ready' feeling... but after you go on stage, shake, get your diploma or the book thing that holds the diploma (depending on what your school process is for that), for me, i didn't feel anything. it was similar to feeling or thinking "that's it?" and i didn't feel any change, you just get a piece of paper. i guess with different people, the feeling is different. but for me, i understood logically that the paper in my hand meant i'm done with hs, that i've graduated and finished thirteen years of 'schooling and learning' but it didn't really sink in for me... maybe my attachment to school wasn't deep... i don't know...
anyhow...sorry if i kind of jumped from topic to topic and was confusing.
I also wish I had something like that x.x
Sometimes I wonder if it's because people have confidence.... then I think, I don't have enough confidence to be confident. =X
Sometimes I wonder if it's because people have confidence.... then I think, I don't have enough confidence to be confident. =X
i wish I had a pink shadow too, how awesome would that be?! ;)
So.. I have added a new song to my stuff, its called Washed away, please tell me what you think of it, Thanks.
Thanks for the comment :-D...I was reading your book interests...if you haven't already, you should def check out some books by Amelia Atwater-Rhodes. She writes about vampires and werewolves, and her books are very dark but beautifully worded. I read her alot in high school.
heeey! thanks so much for your comment =)
Get them morals UP
Hey thanks for the comments on the song, Mia's awesome and she now has a contract and all...soon I'll but my own stuff on, but still a lil' camera shy you know, but I'm working on overcoming that one....But thanks again, that's one of many fravorites from her!
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May 03, 2008Neither one can do it
there will never be goodbyes
unless one of them dies
the sun is always shining
and love always pervails
The boy alway makes her laugh
never makes her cry
and if he ever did he would
say he was sorry with a smile in his Irish eyes
the girl alway want to hold him close
and never let him go
and if she did she would see vertigo
the moral of the story and i tink tha it is clear to see
that boy and that girl will always and forever be together
come hell and all ear
they will be together for many many years !!!!!!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D
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I go to Eliis tech High School it is not the funnest place cause you socal groups are X10 so yeah that is pretty much my life i have no love i have no one i am just me i guess well yeah XOXO DESIRAE