So confusing...

Blehhh, soo frustrating, 3 girls in 4 months, all of them lead me on, then brutally drop me in a heart beat. I wonder what it is about me that evokex the same response in all those of the female gender. Am I simply an asshole? Is my understanding of women so blind I have no hope? I don't know what to think. It gets difficult. Yeah, I'm young, I really don't give a crap though. Something is wrong where every single girl I've ever dated says, "Sorry, I'm just not ready for a relationship, I think we're better off as friends." Well, the first time you hear that, you scratch your head and go, wow, okay that'll work I suppose, the next time you hear it, you get a little pissed, the third and countless other repeated times, you just say fuck it. You don't want to be friends, you're probably fully ready to be in a relationship, just not with me. That's what it feels like, not that I know for a fact, but something is definitely off and I really want to know what it is about me that causes a girl to go, yikes, this one is nuckin futs.