ianthevedge Male • 25 • Phoenix, AZ  • United States
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Status... Single
Orientation... Straight
I'm into... Writing Painting Music Activism Art Mind Love vegan cooking baking green eco-friendly
I'm working on... A series of paintings using pregnant female figures in a semi-sexual manner. Trees and babies.
My Profiles... http://www.youtube.com/ianthevedge
Beauty makes you brave, when you are brave you are honest, nothing is more beautiful to me.
Last On: 07/01/08 PST

Interests

Music

,Andrew Jackson Jihad,

Film

,Little Man Tate,

Books

,Skinny Legs and All,Another Roadside Attraction,100 years of Solitude,

Artists

,Frida Kahlo,Keith Haring,Van Gough,,

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Mar 21, 2008 - 09:54 AM PST
tre
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ianthevedge
wow! that was an intense post. but i love your honesty and patience. i'm having a hard time being patient myself. i think i have a great life. i mean, i love my boyfriend. 9 years and still great. he's wonderful, but sometimes i feel like i might've done more with myself. like, i'm only 28. yet, i'm already 28. ya know? i've done almost no traveling and there's tons of things i want to see. with him by my side of course, but it's like we're stuck in the everyday grind of work and debt and lack-luster life. i can't have my cake and eat it too, huh? but can i atleast have something for dessert? maybe i'm the only one that feels like this. who knows. but your post was very inspiring and encouraging. thank you!
Mar 10, 2008 - 03:36 AM PST
shomnat
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I just read your post , and felt a ray of hope. though I have a great girl friend ,she is very far away from me ( i mean physically ), coz she stays in my country while i stay here (states) to get my phd.

i feel very lonely at times , and tried to flirt with some girls i knew. now there was this girl who was interested in me and we got a bit too far ( all this on facebook) , only to realise there was no girl - it was just my room mates trying to fool me. They made a fake profile , and went to ellaborate lengths to fool me.

i was heart broken - but come to think of it - thank God , she was not real - for if she was I would loose my girl who loves me very much.

That incident made me a lot more stronger in character, and made me focus on the fact that love doesn't mean physical presence. Now I am writing poems which i love to do, i will get back to reading - which i had stopped due to my phd.

I am listening to new kinds of music - sigur ross,etc, watching great movies.

Solitude is the biggest teacher in our lives. It has taught me to survive better.

Your post was good , let me see when i can come out with a good post of my own. keep it up!
Mar 05, 2008 - 08:36 AM PST
justierox
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Yea it is so absurd when you really think about it...this planet is run by little green pieces of paper...sooooooooooo absurd!!
Mar 03, 2008 - 05:51 PM PST
ianthevedge
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After I wrote this one of my friends told me she's going to Peru, she leaves this Summer.
Mar 03, 2008 - 11:30 AM PST
Jake
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ianthevedge
You're a pretty damn good artist for someone who claims to not be an artist.
Feb 13, 2008 - 08:14 PM PST
paperairplanes
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thank you, i like your work as well. it's rare, witnessing the true reality of an individual. it's strange how easy and, ironically, difficult it is to open up without thinking about it. I see people everyday and i don't know a single thing about any of them. Ha, you caught me at a strange time of night.
Jan 21, 2008 - 07:57 PM PST
Cassie
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this fascinates me.
Jan 21, 2008 - 06:51 PM PST
Leviathon
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this is interesting. id like to know the concept behind this.
Dec 19, 2007 - 11:02 AM PST
SurlyAmy
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ianthevedge
I love your work!

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Journey to the desert: in progress

Apr 12, 2008

When my family first moved to Phoenix, it was a much different place than it is now, even in the smallest ways this this place has changed from the desert I once knew.

When I was only three years old my family pilgrimaged from the ice God-forsaken land known as Detroit, to engulf themselves in the endless sun of the city that rose from the ashes of the desert.

Then again, when my family first came to "the best run city in the world",it had not in fact truly emerged from the desert. When we first came to live in Phoenix there was an indefinite line between the wilderness and civilization. Jack rabbits and horned lizards were regular visitors to our bushes and driveways, wild cactus and other desert plants grew entwined with (and sometimes over powering) suburban hedges, and snakes (even rattlers) were common to be found in streets and yards. If you were walk one mile North from the house I grew up in, you would find yourself in a place so rugged, so overgrown, so inhospitable that you would swear some one had picked you up and dropped you in some land still undiscovered by modern man.

It is there that my story begins and because it was there, when I was three years old, that my cognitive memory truly began to kick in,-and still trhee years 'til my parents gave it a sturdy kick in the crotch with a little pill labeled "Ritalin". Oh, yes, there will be jump backs to times beyond my knowing, but that will come at a later, for now though, let's begin with a journey into the asphalt and wet tar desert of my childhood.

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There is a place so desolate, so incoragable, that Mother Nature, (whether you prefer Ishtar, Gaia, or Demeter is up to your consolidation) has left it both blessed and condemned in Isolation from "civilization". A land ever masculinely protecting itself from intruders, whithering the weak, and decidedly reptilian. At the same time though, by weilding unseen treasures, (luring many men to it's side), possessing more than a few magna swelled mounts and curves (accentuated by an equal number of yoni canyons and caverns) and being greatly in preference to herbivorian diet, it is unquestionably feminine.

This land, so shrouded in mystery, but blindly illuminated, is the land we call the desert. Welcome pilgrim you are in the best and worst company! Two-tenths! Two tenths, my "Ho"meward "Bo"und friend, two-tenths!


[ view all ]My Unauthorized Biography

Ian Fecke-Stoudt was born in the womb of a silver monkey. Ten years later, on his twenty third birthday, Ian emerged from a twenty year journey in the desert carrying a single candle, announcing "This land is no longer a desert, I am no longer a child."
Three months later he was apprehended and detained by authorities, charged with treason and sentenced ten years in juvenile hall, after suggested that the "FREE HUGS campaigns" (of which he was an active participant) was a form of global anarchy movement. In response to his charges he was quoted as saying " I have no responsibility to be loyal the United States, I loyalties do and will only lie in the Land That Is No Longer a Desert, and the people who inhabit it." Upon hearing this a nearby guard became enraged drawing his gun and immediately shooting Ian twice, first in his left ear, than in his left eye. He is reported to have died almost instantly on impact.
Since his death however there has been a great denial of his passing. After the autopsy revealed that Ian had been a chimera (literally his own twin, containing two sets of genetic code), and partially fueled by Ian's fervent belief that death was not a certainty, rumors soon spread that Ian faked his own death, and moved underground under the assumed names "Bingo Pajama", "Bernard Mickey Wrangler" and simply "Switters".
Last he was heard of he was said to living in a cave somewhere in North America with "the Hermit" Davis Fleetwood, making videos under the assumed name "Oddham Mustardseed".


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