Jays9lives (Janine Grey) Female 18 riverside, CA United States
online Views: 1996
Status... Single
Orientation... Straight
I'm here for... Friends, Art and Contacts
I'm into... Photography Music Film Art Love Mind Volleyball Leaving
I'm working on... My life.
My Profiles... http://www.myspace.com/jays9lives
Cheers "to a life consumed by slow decay"

About me

As much as I possibly can I dream. I take myself away from my reality, and I dream of everything and anything. I try to create and capture moments that I want to feel, but possibly never will. I can't allow myself to be sucked into the hate and viciousness of this world, cause it would break me. I don't want to accept the truth. I want to keep dreaming. I want to live, and learn, and love. I want someone's eyes to light up when I walk in the room. I want to accomplish something that everyone will be in aw of. This is what I dream of. Because Dreaming Is So Much Better Than Reality

Interests

On being an Athlete

I've been an athlete since I was 5 years old. I've done everything from Dance and Baton to Basketball and Waterpolo. Right now I play volleyball and have been doing so for the past 7 years of my live. I LOVE it. I can't see myself ever being inactive. I would go crazy. I love playing any kind of sport , even football with my brother. Its taught me so much about life and it gives me an outlet that other things can't. I was blessed with an athletic body and I'm glad I've taken advatage of it.

Photography

I started taking pictures with a 35mm SLR when I was 14. I don't know why but I loved shooting , and capturing moments that last a second and making them last a life time. My dream is to create photographs that people look at and are astonished. Photographs that allow people to think , and reminisce. I want to create photographs that bring emotions to the viewer they didnt think was possible. I want to capture and savor all of Mother Nature's glory before the human race destroys it.

Writing

I love to write. It relieves stress and allows me to sort out my thoughts. I often only write to appease myself. However , I make attempts at writing short stories or poems , and am always looking for suggestions on how to make them better. When I was young I would sit in my room for hours on end and write story after story. "Once upon a time..." "Happily ever after." However , now the stories have a bit more depth , they are still mostly dreams.

Philosophy/Psychology

I am a constant thinker. I analyze people and the always ask why. I am never satisfied with a simple answer and always challenge the beliefs of myself and others. Answers such as , "the bible says so" do not satisfy me. I need to know more. I love to learn and listen to oppinions. I love to think. I love gain knowledge and wisdom. I'm a people watcher. I see the way others interact and I wonder why and how they came together. I never stop asking why and I never stop challenging my beliefs.





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May 15 2008 - 6:18 AM PST
jha
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Jays9lives
So when is graduation by the way?
May 11 2008 - 4:18 PM PST
Brunkster
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Ha. . .your senior picture came out a lot better than mine!
May 08 2008 - 11:11 PM PST
Alexy
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Jays9lives
That would be Ayn Rand. :)
May 08 2008 - 8:01 AM PST
Wordlings
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This texture is so strange -- was it purposely distressed? It's interesting because it's like a screen of imperfection over your beauty...and what will the viewer focus upon?
May 02 2008 - 6:09 PM PST
ispymoe
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Beautiful much? I'd say so
May 02 2008 - 5:10 PM PST
princess_star
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Jays9lives
Hi nice profile pic your so pretty ^_^
May 01 2008 - 11:27 AM PST
jha
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Jays9lives
I don't care how many times it's said, "blah monkies" continues to make me laugh, in fact I just said it and now I'm laughing. Plus, "love at first junction" is clever too. Thank you Ms. Nine Lives.
April 30 2008 - 8:28 AM PST
jha
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Jays9lives
Haha. The thing about is that it really gets the point across and has emphasis in all the right places. Plus, it sounds legit, until you think about it - in passing you wouldn't think twice about it. I'd be interested to know how you came up with it.
April 28 2008 - 11:38 AM PST
jha
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Jays9lives
Blah monkies! That's all I have to say. (And it has taken over as my new favorite term, it just beat "Blargh!")
April 25 2008 - 7:06 AM PST
princess_star
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this is really a good one ^_^ makes me sad in a good way... hehe well I think that is great cause you capture the emotions of the person who looks at it
April 25 2008 - 3:14 AM PST
jha
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Jays9lives
Thanks, now I have the phrase "blah monkies" stuck in my head and I know I'm going to say it to my boss...
April 24 2008 - 9:08 AM PST
jinxarmadillo
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i like this piece bright, intense, saturated colors...
April 15 2008 - 8:16 PM PST
dex2988
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Jays9lives
aww thanks jay! i'm glad you like it. i had a lot of fun working on this track.
April 14 2008 - 7:15 PM PST
angelena
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Jays9lives
Honestly, all you can do is try. It's a huge step that you're at least trying. Some people just talk about wanted to improve on something...and that's as far as they get. So you're already an all star! Don't give up! Someone's going to come along eventually, and when you let them in, it'll totally be worth it!!
April 14 2008 - 6:39 PM PST
angelena
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I really like all of yo