Mar 14, 2008
Is it normal to feel so lost in just my nine-teenth year of living? After almost completing my second year of college, I feel like I am completely out of my element to think that I am "supposed" to start my third year in such a short amount of time, in August. I have been praying and hoping for answers, or simply a hint of direction sometime soon. I have been apartment hunting in the downtown area of the city I reside in, Savannah, GA...but I start to think hard about signing an entire full year contract once again, which would ensure my stay for a whole nother year...it's scary to think about, because I don't know if it is what I really want. I don't know if I am staying in hopes that a past love will come back to me and want to try it all over again, or if I am staying because I am scared to step out of the conformist society, and taking a break from school...I just don't know. I feel as if my thoughts are scattered about so carelessly and helplessly. I need guidance. I want to travel but I wish that I could have someone by my side to explore with. I am yearning for something that produces results...
Physically: I am 5'9, 130 lbs...I have brown hair and blue eyes with fair skin, thanks to my Irish, English, and Scottish heritage. I have quite a few freckles on my body that i'd rather not have, but have learned to live with.
I want to travel while I am young and I plan to do some of that this summer. Often I feel like I don't belong in the U.S.; I am extremely fascinated with different countries in Europe.
My family and my golden retriever, Charlie all mean the world to me. I get by with a little help from my friends. I enjoy meeting kind people with passion and something to offer.
I want to change someone's life.
a few things I am into::
living, my family, music, my besties, meeting kind people, the Braves!, writing, reading, eating healthy, exercising!, traveling, fashion, fine drinks, cultures, yummy food, conversation, concerts, world ne