Jan 01, 2008
Darkness
I wonder as I wander
About my purposes in life
Hidden in my half-known shadows
None come to my mind
I wonder if there's a reason
I'm living, so home-bound
Wouldn't life be better
If I didn't make a sound?
I walk into the darkness
There lies pain and misery
I try to let go of my hurt
Instead, fall to my knees
Now I'm deeper in the hole
I try to see the light
But darkness has consumed my soul
This feels like my last flight
Nothing matters, all hope is lost
Only tragedy lies ahead
I'm wondering if I should hold on
Or if I should be dead
My grip begins to loosen
As I suffer silently
If someone could simply realize
If someone would help me
Yet then again I act as though
Nothing has gone wrong
How can I? That would make things worse
I've waited far too long
Escape routes: there aren't many
Helpful people: there are few
I've tried real hard to listen
But the voices are way off tune
I know that people care for me
It's just hard to understand
Is it me who makes me feel this way?
Or was I dealt an unlucky hand?
Well now back to reality:
Fake smiles and forced laughs
But it will be over soon
So ends my final act
-me
Music
,i love all types of music.
i have favorite albums,but i don't have favorite artists. it's kind of hard to pinpoint artists.
my favorite albums are(in no specific order):
john mayer-room for squares,U2-Joshua Tree,Lenny Kravitz-Greatest Hits,A Fine Frenzy-One Cell in the Sea,Newsboys-Adoration,TAI-Santi,Norah Jones-Come Away With Me,Dave Matthew's Band-Crash Into Me,Snow Patrol-Eyes Open,Alanis Morissette-Jagged Little Pill,Hush Sound-Like Vines,The Killers-Sam's Town,,
Film
,Little Miss Sunshine!!!! and of course I'm a huge fan of broadway shows!!! I especially like the music in A Chorus Line and Cabaret.
Classics wise: My Fair Lady,To Kill A Mockingbird,The Sound of Music,One Flew Over The Cookoo's Nest,and so much more!!!,
Books
,I love suspense!!!
Frank E. Peretti & Dan Brown are amazing authors.
I like the "Twilight" series as well.,
Artists