was never cLear to me,.***continues-2

Mar 19, 2008

"in a reLationship"
i did not say anythin about me being committed to it,wit s0meone,or something that was supp0sed to be shared excLusiveLy,.
y0u see,.
th0se two,are very different things,.

0wkei,
Lets say it this way,
i was aLready seing s0me0ne by that time,
i was actuaLLy seing two,*^_^*
x0e,
i dont wanna get myseLf into sumthin that means m0re tr0ubLe,.
and x0e,about 2weeks fr0m there,i dispersed them,.
haha,.
yep!
i am x0e singLe,
Like,
reaLLy,seriousLy,honestLy,in my 'beLieve me' face on,.
i am not wit some0ne,.!
haha,
and that onLy means,
i have aLL the space f0r s0me0ne new!
___________________________________________
preLiminary exams came,.
after our test in my newLy added favorite subject,.
there he was again,
Sean,standing right in the haLLway where i can see him and his takin my breath away,
(this is cheezy,.i kn0w,.)
and i was takin my exit,.waLkin,when he turned to me and said,
"x0e you think you perfected it huh?"
for a second i did not hear anythin at aLL,
feeling x0e stupid,(as i aLways was)
asked,.
"huh?sorry,didnt get that,."

Sean: "haha,.i said,.the exam,did you aced it?"
Rein: "0wh,.that,.haha,.i wish!x0e you think you did?"
Sean: "i h0pe,.!t0 make it up with aLL my tardiness and absences,."
REin: "i know huh,.you shouLd eLiminate that habit,you aint goin no where wit that you know,.haha"
Sean: "Lo0k wh0's taLkin,.as if you praised schooL and never was late or absent bef0re,."
Rein: "and h0w did y0u kn0w that mister?have you hired someone to investigate on my schooL habits?siLLy you,."
(,.,owh i stiLL hate schooL if there wasnt anythin thats x0e imp0rtant that has to be done in that subject for that day,there isnt any even .1% of me attendin it,.id rather stay home or be somewhere eLse,.)
Sean: "haha,.and why wouLd i do that?i just know,i sumtimes cant sp0t you anywhere around our campus and your not even present on our literature when i was there,.x0e"
Rein: "weLL yea,.it b0res me,.and you know it,."
Sean: "yea,.me to0,.b0res the heLL out of me,."
**were now outside and im about to Light my marLboro lights,.**
Sean: "you sm0ke my brand to0,."
Rein: "i couLd see that,."
Sean: "ang tarai mo tLga,.you sound snobbish everytime,i dont know why,."
Rein: "hinde ugh,.akaLa mu lang un,.haha,.no im not,maybe yer just imaginin things,.thats whut it is,.bwahhaha"
**suddenLy,i feLt diffrent,
the butterfLies fLew away,
i wasnt feeLin that usuaL feeLin whenever i was around him,.
now,this is strange,
i had gotten over the fact that i have this sumthin f0r him,
i was feeLing caLm,easy,.
it feLt go0d,
we taLked Like somehow in some weird way we connected,.
and im L0vin every singLe second of it,.

Sean: "owh,this i just remembered,but wait,what course do you take again?owh i know,nursing right?"
Rein: (my brows raised) "yea,.,.,"
Sean: "i have recieved this funny text message,.but true though,.i wasnt sure how it goes,.i cant recaLL each Line,.im just gonna send it to0 you later,."
Rein: "yaaahhh,.as if you know my number,." (rein's fLirting m0de)
Sean: "crazy me,.i cant beLieve it,i havnt asked you yer number,,."
Rein: "you-are crazy,.!haha,.owkei,.wheres yer fone,.(typin in my number,.then pressed save,.) there you go,.send it to me,.uhrytie,.?i have to go,."
Sean: "owkei,.iL text you later,."

***x0e did you just see his tactics there,.
right there,.
he made me gave up my m0biLe number just Like that,
he made it Lo0k Like i offered it to him,.
cant he just ask?
0wh weLL,.it doesnt matter,.
Like reaLLy,.
he's got my digits,.
Lets see whats he gonna do next,.