mdale Female • 18 • lincoln, DE • United States
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On the adventure called life, taking it on day at a time in hopes of finding its delightful surprises, around and throughout me .
Last On: 05/15/08 PST

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April 09 2008 - 10:26 PM PST
adriatic16 on
As If...
March 23 2008 - 4:42 PM PST
shomnat on
hey u know , i have felt exactly like this so many times. i want to do something , and be really good at it - but then it doesn't work out. about selfishness and being good , i feel exactly the same. there is always this battle as u say between who i am and who i want to be . i guess people who win it , are the winners in life. by the way thanks for the comments on my poem. i know about the transitions , but the fact is i wrote it in 1 go.
March 22 2008 - 5:53 PM PST
misslc on
mdale
I can't figure out how to put my phone on speaker... I am befuddled.
March 22 2008 - 1:11 PM PST
daffodilkris on
mdale
thanks for the comment, and you're right about having a right to comment, but I just didn't feel that way. My only relationship lasted only 9 days, even if it was within that period of switching off with my sister. It was in high school and during the winter break so it wasn't like during school and seeing each other everyday so you may have seen your boy more often than I saw mine

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I ponder as I ponder

March 22, 2008

Lately I've been wanting to make a change. Not just in myself but for the better of those around me.So when I recently found quarter life I thought this would be a great step for me. I feel that where I am physically and mentally and geographically is restricting my capabilitys. And I'm so tired of constantly wanting to change, then realizing that any efforts made really didn't do anything at all. I think my problem is even though I tell myself and others that I don't care what anyone thinks and I'm fine with myself, the truth of the matter is that I'm not.Unfortunately I have a habit of tricking myself into thinking that the "improvements" I make in myself are for me, when really I think these"improvements" will make me more likable or appreciated. I think part of it is that even though I am compassionate for others, I'm still selfish, even though I don't hold myself in the highest of standards, I'm still vain and even though I want so bad to make a difference in this world, I stand still like a lazy fool. Its like this constant battle between who I am and who I want to be and the result is a stalemate.
So how do I do it? How do I cross over enemy lines? I'm so sick of having this passion and being restrained by my own will.I want to be selfless and strong make a difference. And I know that to make a difference in others you must first make a difference in yourself. Its just how to go about it.And that is my delima...

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Molly is such a free spirit. And not in a granola crunching "special" way either. She's a nut & an awesome friend. She can eat an entire box of chocolate chip cookies in one sitting & she can ramble with the best of 'em, but that's why we love her. So here's to you Molly. The world is your stage, even if the audience isn't always aware of it *winkwink.*
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