May 12, 2008
sometimes i think i know how God feels
when you pour your everything into loving someone
and all you get in return is a bad taste in your mouth
i tell myself never again, never trust anyone
never give your heart away!
but why do i do it over and over again
my heart beats like a broken record
i don't like hating you for making me feel this way
but mostly i hate myself for caring
all i want is a lover
and all i get is abandonment and hate from within
is it worth hating myself over loving you?
i can only hope not
i want to start over
i want someone to take my broken pieces
and glue me together indefinetly
Your storey and your book project are intiguing and certainly look foreword to hearing and reading about their developement.I am not a writer but agree at least for the time being that the objective printed word, is a "nice outlet".
Yes I would love to see some of your random videos,please let me know how to access them.Thanks and welcome aboard the mind ship quarterLife.