Apr 09, 2008 - 19:58 PM PST Many people go on tangents on blogs. Not me. I get so worked up but then I just loose interest.... Because of this deficentcy of mine I can't commit to anything... goals, beliefs, future plans, or anything. I'm screwed. Maybe I am too negative right?! I'm still young right?! Well unfortunatley, my youth is being guzzled up quicker than gas in Texas. So now here I am. Sitting in front of my computer putting all my thoughts, feeling, whatever into this blog-type-thing..