Random Thoughts
Mar 27, 2008 - 22:13 PM PST
To love is to live. To be able to see what matters and what isn't meant to dwell over. To gain and to lose. To laugh and to cry. Life is choices and dreams. Actions and thoughts. Reasoning and Excuses. What makes us who we are? We are all born with instincts. We all come in to the world knowing to breathe to cry to move. We all know hunger and pain. Joy and heartache. As we grow we learn to make decisions. Our surroundings help to influence but what really makes us choose what to do? Life is clearly a gift that should not be abused or taken for granted. So why is it that for a lot of us it takes one nearly tragic event, whether it be to our selves or to someone near and dear to us, for us to realize this simple fact? I believe in my life. I believe that we are all given lessons throughout to help us along that path that we are individually meant to take. Every person we meet, every hardship, every blessing is meant to happen. The timing of said events is determined by the choices that we make along the way. I have a little boy. I know that I was always meant to have Bryan in my life. If I hadn't met his dad when I was 20 I would have met him when I was 30, but I was meant to have my son. My choices got me to where I am and my choices are going to get me to where I need to be. Mistakes happen so we can realize how we got off our individual paths. My path becomes clearer everyday. My instincts become more heightened everyday. In the end I know that I am who I am and I love that I know that. I am here to love. I am here to laugh and cry. To gain and to lose. To choose and to dream. I am here to live. I am here to be.