25. Gross

Mar 06, 2008 - 11:23 AM PST
i just turned 25 on tuesday. it was a pretty lame birthday. the only birthday that i've had that was lamer was my 21st birthday. i never tell this story because it makes me sad but what the hell i'll share it anyway.

it was my first year living away from my family for school. i didn't have many friends at the time, just 4 really. 3 of them were girls from my dorm and the other was my cousin/roommate. well i wanted to do something w/ the girls but they all said no because it was a "girls only night"...just for them and their periods.

....gross....

so i guess i only had one class that day because i remember spending the day in my dorm watching Angel dvd's i borrowed from a friend.

i think my cousin bought me dinner that night. but it was a bad birthday.

25 was bad also. i worked all day and then went home. i thought, well at least i can spend time with matt (roommate) and maybe we'll have fun. but he went to bed at 6 o'clock and stayed there til i went to bed at 1030. he didn't even wish me a happy birthday.

i guess i can't be too mad, he did just have his tonsils removed friday so he's still in pain. but it did make me sad. so i ended up spending the night alone watching popular, big brother, and american idol and drinking beer alone. not that i'm saying there's anything wrong with that...but it was a lonely birthday.

i may have even cried a little...

but it's in the past. now it's time to focus on...well i guess the present but the present isn't that great because i'm remembering all the bad birthdays.

i'm really not a debbie downer, despite what you may read here or see on my video posts...i'm just in a tough transition right now. stupid sex change and hormones. wh-what?!?!

haha get it...transition...sex change...

you suck. it was not lame.

whatever. i'm going to go read peter pan now.

or play on myspace. we'll see.

25. Gross

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Mar 11, 2008 - 07:44 AM

axllow on
dude, I haven't had any decent birthday since I was 17. Stop moping around.