I find it ironic

Mar 06, 2008

I find it ironic how one minute I'm totally fine with being single, and then in a rush someone comes and sweeps me off my feet. I seriously can't even be unhappy around her, and she's always smiling that beautiful smile, and I find my face muscles hurting because I smile so much around her. Not to mention there's not a unloving bone in her body! We have just about everything in common that two individuals could have between them. She is probably one of the sweetest girls I have met in a really long time and she actually has PERSONALITY. You seriously don't realize how hard it is to find someone who isn't like the rest these days - who still has morals, and doesn't sleep around and what not with all the guys. Plus she sings really well and she is really smart in my opinion. So anyways, I've been trying to get her to sing with me haha, because you know how it is when you like someone alot but you haven't quite broken past the "What is he/she going to think about me if I do such and such?" barrier yet, and I know once she can openly sing in front of me, she is comfortable around me, and then things only get better. I don't mean sexually, if that's what you're thinking! I mean once we get to that stage where we can be comfortable with everything, every trait in each other and not be emberassed our relationship can progress to the next level spiritually. I know what you're thinking. "Spiritually? That's a bit odd." Not really actually. I mean unless you have some kind of connection besides physical pleasure for each other, your relationship isn't going to last very long. Just look at Americans these days - most of them have been divorced before or are planning on getting divorced, and are they happy? Not most of them, and you can bet that the ones that are are the ones who have stayed committed and done it with God's help, and with a spiritual relationship. ANNNNNyyywwayyss, enough on the spiritual pep talk haha. But Yeah I'm pretty excited just to know that I get to see her for that 20 minutes every day before I go home, so I had to tell about it.