Hey I'm still living at home, I was away briefly but that didn't last very long and I needed my parents help, it's tough....but hang in there, sorry about the job thing, but hey it will work out, AND you will be just fine, never lose hope that things will work out, and try your best to make it happen!!! (That's something I struggle w/ a lot so I feel your pain, some of it, maybe not all but I can understand, we're all here to help each other) :) :)