Don't worry sweetie, you're up for it, YOU CAN DO IT!!!! It's hard to leave everything behind, but hey they're only a phone call, a flight, and hopefully just a click away, and hey there's some great people here, we'll try to catch you, what we can do via QL Hope some of this helped, I realize this was from some time ago, but if you're still feeling some of the same feelings we're here!!! or at least I am, I guess I really can't speak for other people hehe