abusive addiction

Mar 16, 2008 - 23:58 PM PST

i think i've forgotten what it feels like to be appreciated.
every aspect of my life is a lie.
tattered relationships mirroring what never was.
depending on the person, i'm either inadequate or guilt stricken.
i'm afraid of living, and i'm sick of flinching.
never mind love... i just want honesty.