an observation of life

Feb 25, 2008 - 17:29 PM PST

He's sleeping on the couch and I have a smile on my face

the snoring sounds like heaven from a distance

I tried so hard tonight to find what we used to have.

a dinner date at a nice resturant and of course I paid

I sat next to him on the couch and tried to show him some things that have caught my attention online

I only wanted to share apart of me that he hasn't yet met

I offered up a board game, that used to be a favorite of OURS

When the web was done being viewed he moved to a chair

not because its more comfortable but because I sat the laptop on a pizza box

and called out his crazy protectivness of a computer

He got and I because its all become such a mess

I have become numb, something I never really wanted but I am majorly lacking stress that I know is there and because of this I can say "everything is great"


what does that say