Better outlook.

Mar 11, 2008 - 17:16 PM PST

I've come to the realization that things aren't really that bad, well maybe they are..but I shouldn't let it bother me. Sure, the group of "friends" I had for years suddenly don't like me over the stupidest reasons, it just shows they weren't my true friends, I kinda knew that all along. I got beat up today, do I care? No. She's immature and her reason was horrible. She beat me up because I put her best friend in jail because of things I rather not put on here. Let's just say she thinks everything I said he did he was made up which is beyond messed up. How can she just stand there and say it was all a lie? That guy was my first love, he's in jail because he truly deserves to be. Oh well, she can hate me all she wants, beat me up all she wants, talk crap all she wants. Does it change anything? No. Do I consider her as a friend? No, so I don't care what she thinks about me. She can only do so much before she gets in trouble which I think is in the process. She can't hurt me. I'll still go to bed the same person I am. She's nothing but an annoyance. I know I shouldn't have to deal with her, but there's only so much I can do about it. I won't let people like her ruin my mood. I have a couple people that mean alot to me. The quantity of friends that you have doesn't matter, it's the quality of each one and the ones I have are great. And if I want to change the way I talk to my boyfriend, then I should. If I want something to change, I should change it. He reassured me that I do make him happy and he is here for me and that's all I needed to know. Anyways, the only things that should bother me are the things that concern the people close to me, the people that I care about and the ones I know that care about me. I was just looking at everything wrong before. I'm happy.