birthdays...what?

Feb 22, 2008 - 05:25 AM PST

i'm going to be twenty soon...as in sunday, soon. i feel kind of sad in a way. no longer a teen! so...what exactly does that mean? i feel like even though i've been an "adult" for the past two years, that somehow the big 2-0 really solidifies that. really throws it in my face, like, 'ok, now it's really time to grow up' - not that i'm not mature, or really need to do anymore growing - but i guess what i'm trying to say is that there's no turning back now. no teen years left to blame stupidity on. i'm going to be twenty-something now (eventually...and as my sister keeps reminding me, i'm half way to forty! ugh...)- this is huge!
am i excited? mmmhmm! am i worried? eh, maybe. am i ready to just get this year over with (minor-free) so i can really have something to celebrate in a year? HELL YA!!
yay. happpy birthday to me