Confused

Apr 24, 2008 - 20:42 PM PST

I've been so confused about my life lately. After reading Catcher in the Rye recently, I'm starting to believe that I suffer from depression. If any of you have read it, it's about a boy who suffers from depression while growing up. I'm probably just being dramatic but I feel so worthless and unmotivated lately. I usually cry myself to sleep at night for reasons unknown. I find myself always looking a situations negatively and I feel like I can't be myself around my friends.
I just get in these moods... it's really weird. Like my little brother brought me a cup of chocolate musse in my room the other day and as soon as he left I just started sobbing. I'm not even sure why but it was kindof scary. I feel unhealthy and tired all the time. Sometimes it's almost impossible to swallow.
I guess I'm just worried about myself and the people around me. But that's what I do, I'm a worrier.