Couldn't be more lost,,,,,

Jun 23, 2008 - 02:23 AM PST

so basically...life is loosing me.

I've found myself lost and confused. with a great boyfriend and stuck in the life of a typical teenage girl, surrounded by drama and lies that are consumingly smothering. I am sick. Literally. this is all making me sick. I feel sad and depressed. I do not even want to leave my bed. I want better and more friends that are just here for me. I guess thats why i made this profile. Because here, i don't really know people. as you can see...i only have 2 friends here, and i have no clue who they are ;/ hmmmm....does this get easier?
is being the bigger person always best?