end of the summer :[[

Aug 26, 2008 - 12:13 PM PST

so my summer is over. I had some really good times and some really bad times. I learned a great deal about myself and it will help me in the future. I miss my friends from Cambridge and I miss Jessie. She is back in Hawaii and it hurts that she is so far away. I saw Spring Awakening last night for the second time. I still have no idea what to say. Its the most fucked up shit ive ever seen, but I still obsessed. I love Hunter Parrish, Jonathan Groff and John Gallager Jr. Oh and Lea Michelle. I want to love it. I want to accept it. But there is this block from enjoying it. My friend called me a freak for liking it. Im not a freak. She is the freak. the music lifts my spirits. I know I am safe while watching it. It is truly heaven.
It is also a year since I spent the day with ________. I wish I could forget that day. I know he has. But we need to move on. Im going to be a junior. Everything will be ok.
xopeace