Feeling weird

Mar 28, 2008 - 18:26 PM PST

It's just so strange (n weird). About four people told me "The first time I saw you, I thought you were like... weird ". Ya, thanks for the compliment. These people are my friends by the way, aren't first impressions kind of important when it comes to relationship?

The thing is, I can't really do any cool stuff so I just end up doing weird stuff cause I want to get noticed( and do stuff to). You know , saying things I don't mean and acting like I'm a person I just don't know about. And it scares me cause when I try to act just because I feel like it, trying to just be me for a change, I feel a bit lost and it scares me to death. Okay, maybe not to death but it is a bit... weird.