freaking out

May 07, 2008 - 10:15 AM PST

So I was supposed to get this internship as an hr and it didn't happen though I don't know why I expected it to happen for me. Things never go the way I want them too, but its okay because I didn't think that I wanted that career anyway. So I am freaking out! I am going to graduate in a year with no idea of a career what so ever. I am even thinking about law school which I have always secretly wanted to be a lawyer, but I have always thought that I just wasn't smart enough. I took a practice LSAT and did really well, but there is the issue of my GPA it is so low because I was an idiot when I started and since then have been trying to get it up, but I am not naturally an A student. I am a hard worker, but because I have a hundred other responsibilities I don't get to focus on school as much as I should. The other issue I have is that even if by some miracle I get into law school I am supposed to get married in sept. how am I going to do that while in school? UGH!! I am sooo freaking out!