grey

Feb 29, 2008 - 15:58 PM PST

and no this has nothing to do with dancing. it is more my inability to stand up for myself. and it is not like i am getting picked on like i did in the sixth grade; it is more like i don't have an opinion until it is too late. the problem is not that anything bad happens, it is just that at the end of the day i realize that i have been walked on all day and i am angry.

so i don't know if i really need to step up or if it even matters. maybe the problem is that i shouldn't be running a business. i really hope that i don't stay like this. i feel like i have just been very very grey for so long. i want to be something, but i am not quite sure how to do it.