guilt

Feb 26, 2008 - 12:07 PM PST

my best friend is going to date a girl that is really mediocre. and i feel irrationally angry that he's going to date her. i don't want to date him (or her). i guess i'm just jealous that he is going to start a relationship and that i'm going to be left behind. i want him to be happy, i just want us to both be happy at the same time. selfish i know.