Guilt

Mar 10, 2008 - 22:36 PM PST

Guilt

10-26-06



Look at me I'm beginning to rhyme

It's proof I've been taking up too much of your time

It's not a competition, I just feel bad

Knowing this info just makes me feel sad

For her, and what she's going through

Something no one else understands but you

Who am I to make such comments

I'm worn out, depressed and spent

Church songs are always stuck in my head

Ironic since my halo is rusted and bent

Who am I to judge those around me

When I know how cruel life can be

This pit in my stomach wont go away

And now I just don't know what to say

So I choose to adhere to a code of silence

A code of absence, a code of distance

The feelings of addictions are coming back

The drinking, smoking, and bulimic attacks

Or something even worse waiting in the wings

Me and my red friend for a summer fling

You only act because you care such a great deal

Yet I make fun of you for the way you feel

And so that makes me such a hypocrite

I need to stop forcing this puzzle to fit

Look at me I'm beginning to rhyme

It's proof I've been taking up too much of your time

This cheesy way of speaking I picked up from thee

Though writing rhymes in just not like me

Church songs are always stuck in my head

Ironic since my halo is rusted and bent.