Happiness and belonging.

Mar 18, 2008 - 16:32 PM PST

Sometimes I wonder if I'm truly happy or not. Like with my boyfriend.
I know I am...but I get down sometimes. And sometimes I wonder if I'm settling because he can't read my mind and doesn't do what I think he should when he should. But then he'll do these really sweet things, like take a picture of a pretzel heart he made and send it to me. Those things make me feel like he thinks about me a lot and loves me. But I wonder, do I fit? Do I belong? I so badly want to belong, somewhere. Why?