hitex

May 03, 2008 - 20:51 PM PST

i swear sometimes you just miss something.
you truly dont realise what you have or had
untill you have lost it or no longer have it.
i miss highlands, and the people in them.
i miss the mall, the crazy times.
i hate not going to the 8th grade dance
its something i deeply regret
i mean everybody is danceing their asses off
and im here at home on myspace.
i could of had my hair did my nails done
and had a gorgeous dress
i miss my friends
and the drama.
i miss the freakin drama!
i really miss kirstin
its no good here
im ready to move back
once summer hits
there aint nooothin holdin me back
im gonna be gone bitches
i know i did wrong
and i know i hurt my mom
but sometimes
you have to live and forget
its no good to hold a grude against your own kids
it hurts me
and i often cry
because my mom dont love me like
what she could
my dad dont understand my life
and i just wanna have fun and get high:
he sees me as a "good girl"
but thats not who i want to be
i want to fawkin rebel
and be who i really am.
i need highlands
its like ;aldkjf