i want to travel.

Mar 13, 2008 - 20:34 PM PST

i wish that i wasnt in school right now... i'm learning and i love that, but sometimes (most of the time) i feel like i'm just creating debt for myself that will hold me back in the future. i'm reading heaven lake right now, it's not bad, but the character in it is traveling in china... i just want to travel. i want to take buses or trains or fly or walk or drive and just experience. i want to experience america, i want to experience other english speaking countries, i want to go to places that don't speak english (even though that scares me a little bit). i can't think of a better way to spend a life. i hope i can do that after i graduate or even between the semesters i have left without having to worry about the money i already owe and will owe. i wish i hadn't been forced to decide (what feels like) the rest of my life when i was in high school.