last night...

Feb 20, 2008 - 06:59 AM PST

last night is when a lot was realized. that a feeling hasnt gone unthought between us. yes it is the way i live that keeps me safe...safe from being hurt again. you say if you could go back and do things different you would and take a chance, but how can you be so free to escape the way you do now?
yes i am scared of getting hurt again just as the many times before.

mark just played around and made me belive something was there kissed me then told me of the flirt that is in his heart and that natraully lets loose.

fernando we had been friends for so long fourth grade it was here. and there i fell into this mess of a crushing feeling. loved being both from us as friends. then little by little our history grew and experienced so much together. it hurt when he left when i did no wrong just showed him how i felt.....

and now im here left now to diccifer if i showed further this with you. with every though of pain known to my heart. the familiarized struggle.