cruxforchrist | Stillwater, OK  • United States , Age 20

Late Nothingness (Hmm... is that a word)



Mar 30, 2008 - 03:43 AM PST

You've gotta love those evenings when sleep was supposed to smother you around 11:30 but you started talking to a friend and next thing you knew... it's 2:30am and you have to wake up early for church the next day. ...sigh... another day (or night) in the life of me. I'm sitting here now-clock shouting 5:27!!!-and I can't seem to coax my mind to rest. I can't say that my restlessness is a negative happening but, I'm not exactly doing myself a favor by staying up this late either. I always find those instances interesting when your stuck in the "consciousness pickle;" unable to decide between a few short hours of sleep or another shot of espresso and the anticipation of a long, hard afternoon nap later. ... ... ... well, looks like another night of "lack-o-sleep" and a morning of fatigue.
I don't always stay up by choice: I happen to be in the elite group known as Strong Sleepers. That's right, I'm the guy who initiates shut-eye and doesn't wake unless an act of God ensues. No lie, last semester four of my friends came in to wake me up for a basketball game. They picked me up out of my bed and set me on the floor, yelled for a bit, and then proceeded to set stuff on my body. With that said, you can imagine that I have trouble waking for classes throughout the week. This I use as my excuse now as to why I am still up and plan to be until about 1:00 tomorrow afternoon.
I understand now that I've just been babbling and ranting and I don't even really have a point. So, as I think about the people who may take the time to read this and wonder why they wasted the last minute in their life I feel obligated to leave you with something of substance... however, the longer I sit here and think of something clever to say the more my brain turns to mush. Well, God bless and I hope you found something helpfull in this mess of words.

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Apr 03, 2008 - 08:09 AM
Actually, the beginning of your post showed up in the summary section of friends who have recently updated. I've been up all night myself (Though I realize you posted this on a different day) and have the same feelings. I do envy your membership in the group of Strong Sleepers. Unfortunately I myself am akin to the clan of Incessant Insomniacs.

*sigh* Puffy eyes and mushy brain and much to do today. I guess part of my restlessness is that sometime this morning my new bed will be delivered (Ironic...no?). They couldn't give me an exact time of course other than "morning" which means anytime between 9am and noon.

Soooo... I don't want to look like a total zombie in my pajamas when they show up or have some random embarrasing piece of clothing lying on the floor (I live alone in my apartment). This means I have to get out of "bed" (which right now is a mattress topper plopped on the floor) and make myself and my dwelling 'presentable' despite the urge to crawl back under the covers and rebel against the world today.

At least I'm getting a nice comfy bed to sleep in once I am finally able to sleep.

Apr 01, 2008 - 20:22 PM
a mess of words indeed, I was very sad to miss my nugget of gold at the end... it reminded me of all the times people have left me ridiculously long voice mails (my phone doesnt have a cut off, too long message timer thing) about absolutely nothing but I have to listen to the whole five minutes of rambling just in case and then... nothing... this is how I end up staying awake until 2 when I plan on going to bed at 11.... but oh how I do love my naps, if I ever get them.

Apr 01, 2008 - 01:38 AM
haha nothingness is sooooo a word, I'm familiar w/ that whole lack of sleep thing, but hey when I am asleep I'm gone!!!! Completely gone, and waking up isn't usually a picnic...hehehe trying to be clever never works out, it's just gotta sorta happen...I dunnoe how it works lol...

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